bye bye.............
I haven't posted for a very loooong time....and now----this post is coming to you from across The Rainbow Bridge......Indeed....I have crossed over.....(Be kind to my Mommy...She Is Hurting!.....). It's been a really difficult couple of years...I got this awful thing called "Inflammatory Bowel Disease"...Ugh, Ugh, Ugh.....Three Pills having to be swallowed 7 days a week for months----I Did Not Like That, At All.....! But.....I got used to it and I felt pretty great.....! Then we cut back, (Thank God) to three pills three times a week. Still, kind of a drag! But....It really helped me....I know it was hard on my Mommy, too...But, we weathered it all.....!
And over these years, we had many people visit....and I have to admit, they all loved me....! They showered me with love and hugs and kisses---Well, who wouldn't like that? My Mommy and I had lots of great times together. But here's the thing: Recently, there did seem to be a problem in my insides. Finally, after a week or two---she got it! She got that there was a BIG problem....It had only been there about a month---hard to know if it was my old IBD or, something else. But she knew.
Long story short: There was a "Biggie" sized marble of cancer in my colon......(painful...!)...Mommy knew there was something wrong besides the IBD. They operated...took out the bad marble, but....where they reattached my intestines---(GOOD GRAVY MARIE..!!!!)...there was leakage into my tummy---bad stuff...stuff they couldn't clean out...So my dear Mommy made the decision to let me cross over the Rainbow Bridge because that was the only thing to do for me.....And you know what? I am so deeply grateful to her....we were together. I was right up against her---comfy and cozy as always---relaxed...Yes! I was totally relaxed....And then.....I crossed over. I am Sooooo Happy Now.....I am running around---out of pain, and having a Ball! Thank You My Dear Mommy......
The only thing I am sad about? My Mom....I know she misses me......Listen.....we had twelve and half wonderful years together.....And I had a GREAT Life. And, in a way, dear Momma, we are still together and we always will be---Always, Always......
And guess what? For me? No more pain. No more pills! I'm having a wonderful time here in Cat Heaven.....So, I thank you my dear loving Mommy-person...I thank you with all my heart, and say....So long for now....I know I will see you again, my dear Mom-Mom.....Meanwhile, think of me having a great time with Sugar and Teeny and Silky and Baby and Mooney.....
So.......Bye Bye for now, my dear dear...........
posted by OldLady Of The Hills at 2:03 AM
5 Comments:
Oh I'm so sorry.
Oh, gosh ... I found your blog through Stuck On Lunatic and popped over to find this. I am so very sorry. :(
I'm a dog person these days (I became allergic to cats years ago) but the pain of loss is the same and it's just terrible, even when you know you did the right thing. *Hugs* She was a gorgeous girl.
Dear Sweetie,
Please look for an orange and white cat named Stimpy. He went to the Bridge in 2005, but everyday his mom misses him and she knows how much your mommy misses you. She's crying now as she writes this, partly because she's sad and partly because she knows how much your mom hurts inside. To let you go to the Bridge may be the bravest, most courageous and hardest decision she ever had to make -- she made it to give you peace. But to say farewell forever to your best friend hurts more than you can know. I know she will miss your soft fur, your beautiful blue eyes. Indeed, you may be the most beautiful cat I've ever seen.
Tell Stimpy his mom is fine but she misses him every day and there is not one day -- not one -- that has passed that she doesn't say his name and look at his picture. Be happy over there. I'm glad you don't hurt anymore.
Bye bye Sweetie. I've been talking to your Mummy (via the internet of course) and she's feeling very very sad but she is really happy that you're not hurting any more and that you crossed the Rainbow Bridge safely. Maybe you've met our old Wendydog... she's a Golden Retriever... very friendly, you don't need to be scared. And Midge, a fluffy ginger cat with a dead tail, and Puff and Marmo.... cats who used to live here with me.... and Shebah, the Siberian Husky. Enjoy meeting all your new friends, Sweetie. Bye!
What gorgeous photos!!
How sweet she looked. Do you ever feel her around?
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